I Caught Myself

I always liked this song anyway, but as of recently, it’s definitely something that fits into my life. This is currently exactly how I feel about that arrogant, lying, two-face fucker Erik. I know I've said a million and one times that I'm done, but a conversation we had a few weeks ago made me want to give things a second looks, but... well, he always proves that my initial reactions are usually right. I especially love when he drags other people into his bullshit. So, sir, if you even let yourself think for one motherfucking second that you will be given even half an ounce of another chance, you should go find someone to nail you with an aluminum baseball bat in the dick. Thank you very much.


Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me
down to you
But I don't know what I...

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you

Of you...
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness…

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you

Of you...
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, but now I know what I want
I want
I want
Oh no, I should have never thought!


I Caught Myself - Paramore